It's The Little Things That You Do To Keep You Safe & Sound

There are moments..

Moments where your thoughts are completely in an order mess.
Moments where you're tired of your complexity life.
Moments where you feel like you can cry every time, any day.
Moments where a tiny distraction, could bug you the whole day, even a week or more.
There are no rooms for you to be left alone,
Because you always want to be surrounded with people that will make you not over think.
You always want to share your anxiety so you don't have to feel it.
You always want people to understand you and cheer you up, every single time.
You feel like you want to do crazy things, making yourself busy or looking stupid, so you don't have moments where you have to be alone and start to think about the feelings you are having.
You don't have any appetite.
You feel like you want to drink coffee the whole time.
You don't feel like you want to do anything at all. Maybe just sleep all day.
You don't want to be awake and facing the reality, the struggle, the moments. Those moments.



But guess what,

Like it or not,
You have to suck it up.
All of those things you don't want to feel and experience.
YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT.
You can't run from it at all.
The more you run, the more you push it away.. The longer it will stay.
All of the answers you're looking for is out there.. Somewhere, Somehow.
It may not be looked like an easy answer, but it will solve your riddle.
It will calm your anxiety, before another one comes.

Because the truth, always hurts.
It is how you survived through it that counts.





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