Fainted

It is funny to realized that the world is playing games on you.
You just stuck in there and you cant get out.
You're trying to look for answers, to get out of the world's joke.
Once you found it,
They called you're having a selfish thoughts.
You're going towards a goal that's non-existed. And then you break.
They make you believe once you free-falling, so you can get out from the cliff that they made...
Just to push you back in.
To back and forth, falling and climbing.
Falling and climbing.

Falling,

and the heck climbing..

Until you're getting used to it.




And then one day, you found someone that sincere enough to help you get through all those routines.
But then again, you're already TOO scared to believe.
To willingly free-falling again.
To actually trust that person, that they always be there.

And they start to disappear from your life.
And you feel lost.
You missed.
You felt you're almost near them.
You try to reach them, but they no longer care.
You missed all the signs.

And they left.
And you regret.



And you..
Just..
Simply......
Regret.




Look around you.
You will find those person who felt like that, with a fainted smile.

It is the most hurtful smile you ever seen.






Smiling,
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