Wednesday, February 18, 2015

Adulthood & Companion



BEING AN ADULT SUCKS

yes, and i have to simply capslockin' that because it is what it is.
it's 2 AM here and i just got a call from an old good pal of mine and she was panicking over some stupid Instagram stalking that she accidently liked, and she's been screaming for the last two hours about it.
Fun call, and we somehow ended up talking about how being an adult sucks.
I come to realized that why adultery habits become unlikely themselves, and turned into more childish acts.
Why?
because they have so much pressures with their duties and responsibilities, and they need a way out to make themselves alive again.
And she brightly answered, "good thing we have good friends"



Hmm....

Good friends....


I instantly responded that i do not have much of "Good Friends".
My definition of a Good Friends is someone you know long enough that both of you know each other very well to the core, until you know how to cheer each other up and down times, or simply acting crazy like no one could.
Yet again, like i have said before, i have less of those.

It is true though,
A good friend is always handy.
They always become a part of your essential core to your life that will keep you steady and ready, an extension family member, perhaps.



Im not gonna blabber much, just one thing,
embrace whoever you have in your life.
Even if its your nemesis.
You have no idea what theyre going through, and as long you always try to be a good friend or as simple as company to anyone you may have meet, good things will come.



Goodnight.

Sunday, February 15, 2015

Day 47 out of 365, 2015



It's funny to think that life could be playing with you, and doesn't even care about how do you do.
When i first hit on 2014, i have this big feeling that it is gonna be a year of revelation to me.
Which i did.
It went really high up and down below with all the things that happened on 2014.
And i thought that, okay, now is the year of 2015, it is my time now.
Yet again, i have to give a very big applause to life for making my ride more scarier than before.
I literally cannot stop crying and stay up all night until the sun rises for most days.




Maybe i shouldn't be here.
Maybe this is not my time and place.
Maybe i should die.