30/07/2014 05:44 AM

There are no more words that i could wrote or speak to describe my feelings right now.
It is all complicated in any kind of ways that ever matter to any mankind.
I tried to simplified it, and it all goes down only in one sentence...


"I miss you and that's all i ever do my entire life."

TM

"I’m in love with her, okay? If you’re looking for the word that means caring about someone beyond all rationality and wanting them to have everything they want, no matter how much it destroys you, it’s love, and when you love someone, you just, you don’t stop, ever. Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy. Even then. Especially then. You just… you don’t give up! Because if I could give up. if I could just, you know, take the whole world’s advice and move on and find someone else, that wouldn’t be love. That would be, that would be some other disposable thing that is not worth fighting for."  - Ted Mosby - How I Met Your Mother

"If This Ain't Love, Then What Is?"

I Remember

I constantly wonder if i'm on your mind as much you're on mine



I remember how we spent our first time talking all night until you fall asleep next to me

I remember how beautiful the sunset is as we talked and laughed and cried

I remember how you put your alarm before midnight,
and you teased me every five minutes before that just to teased me that it is almost my birthday
then you kissed me on both of my cheeks to greet me Happy Birthday.

I remember how we laughed to the word "Obligation".

I remember how you tried so hard to stop me from walking away and you ended up listening to my childhood stories.

I remember how hard you wanted me to learn from all your mistakes, all your advice and how you constantly remind me to always keep eating just to keep me healthy.

I remember how you don't want me to move from your chair that we sat together while you're busy doing your things and i just hugged you.

I remember when you're on the phone and i fell asleep in your chest.

I remember when i accidentally hit my head on the floor and you can't help yourself from laughed.

I remember when i promised you i will find you when my son or daughter will spent their last 22 on the 22nd before they're turning 23.


But from all those and other moments we spent,
I am completely sure that i will always remember how much you make me found myself in you and completely know that you are the one that i love,
and i will find you again, i will always find you.
And i know you will find me too.....


someday...


somehow...